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*Wednesday* Jan 2, 2008
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In a tangle.

I realize how smitten I had become with Jake now because when he talks about moving away, I suddenly get in a not-so-good mood. It is crazy! I don’t want to feel this way. I definitely shouldn’t feel this way. I mean, I also talk about how I want to move to NYC to live with my friend so I shouldn’t be selfish and tell him to stop mentioning about moving when I do it myself. I feel stupid. What’s wrong with me? He used to tell me about USC and all the other universities he wants to attend, and I was fine with the thought of him leaving, but now… it upsets me. =(

Before we got into this boyfriend-girlfriend thing, I knew there was a big possibility that we’d part ways, so why am I being so bothered by this alluvasudden!?? Sheesh, being clueless is just the same as knowing full well the reason why. I grew to like Jake more so that means I also grew more sensitive to the idea.

My real problem is that I get affected when he talks about NYC when I usually don’t. Mainly because I get reminded so bluntly that we are ending it. Look, I like it when he tells me about his plans and I think it’s great that he is pursuing his dreams and working ways to achieve his life goals because I totally support him doing that; the twisted thing is, I started to also hear him tell me “goodbye, it’s over” whenever he talks about that kind of stuff which upsets me a great deal. And it upsets me that I get upset. =( It’s like seeing a big fat period at the end of a sentence screaming, “Hey, look at me!! I’m a period and you know what that means!! HAHA In your face!!”

A big fat circle of a period punching me in the face.
“Can you see me? Huh? This means it’s THE END. Kapuuts.”
It definitely feels like a premature break up. =(

I still remember how surprisingly sad I felt when he and Alex started talking about NY while we were in the car. I wasn’t supposed to be sad. Sucks!!!

DARNIT! This doesn’t solve anything.

>=(

Good luck to me. It won’t be that bad.
Yeah, that’s what I’m talking about, psyche yourself!!

Anyway, Happy 2008!

I really enjoyed celebrating the New Year with Jake! Oh, and I was too busy chugging down alcohol after the countdown that I totally forgot about scoring a New Year’s kiss. HAHA!! Well, Jake didn’t forget so that makes it my first lucky New Year’s kiss. I’ve always celebrated New Year’s with family and this was my first time doing it with friends. Hihihi! My first New Year’s kiss…

That night, my “only 2 glasses of alcohol” rule didn’t exist. I had some champagne with Jake and Alex to start the night, 2 Malibu Rums during dinner, and in the club a glass of champagne, a shot of tequila, and a bottle of beer I didn’t finish. Wow, mixed drinks!! Don’t worry because I only drank to my limit. I was not about to spoil my having fun by over drinking!

me and jake

Jake was such a goofball and an awesome trippy dancer. I normally don’t like dancing with guys (unless I’m too drunk to care which I try not to do anymore) but Jake was a lot fun! Or maybe because I don’t have girls to dance with that time… haha!! Anyway, Alex, Jake, and Josh had all these crazy moves and I loved each of them. They’re a boxful of sunshiny fun!!



*Thursday* Nov 15, 2007
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Sony Cybershot T20 & Casio Exilim S2

Both were delivered today. I’m so happy! The white bug bit me! MacBook and cameras lalalove! Continue reading ‘Sony Cybershot T20 & Casio Exilim S2′



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