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*Tuesday* Oct 7, 2008
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What’s up with me having nightmares and talking in sleep?

Last Friday, I had a bad dream. The following night, a big heart wrenching nightmare to which I awoke from crying and couldn’t calm down for minutes. Jake tried to comfort me but the more he did, the more tears came because in my dream, he drowned. It felt so real, and every time he told me he loves me and he’s there and not going anywhere and that it was just a dream only made me think back and realize that one day he won’t. It was like having a series of heartbreaks: one second I feel good holding Jake, the next I’m back to that dream of losing him, reminding me that forever isn’t forever. I hate that dream. One thing though, is that it made me aware of how much I must really love Jake. If I cried that much for a dream, I’m afraid how I’ll hold up if it was real. sigh…

If you see someone else drowning in your dream, [...] relates to the fact that you may become too involved with someone in your waking life.

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Anyway, Sunday night, I didn’t in particular have bad dreams but annoying ones. I was so annoyed that I woke up talking, saying whatever it was I supposedly was shouting in my dream. This happened twice and woke Jake from his sleep. It is kind of embarrassing.

I think I’m stressed or something that’s why I’m having these ridiculous sleeping problems.



*Friday* Oct 3, 2008
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Out-of-Town Weekend with the Boys?

The twins want to visit their dad who lives way out of town from Seattle. I remember Jake said the drive is around two hours long. They want to go now before the pass gets all snowy and they invited me to tag along. Hihihi!!! =) Awesome!

But it’s raining right now and weather this weekend is said to be icky. I’m not sure how it’s going to be at East Washington though, sometimes they have it different from us in the West. Hopefully it won’t be too bad. And if we decide to cancel, I could stay and hang out with the boys and ask Jake to give me a lil tour around the UW campus instead. LOL!

We’re thinking of leaving early evening today and head back Sunday morning, so basically spend Saturday there. Actually, I should be getting my stuff ready now.

Edit: Hahaha!! I got a call from Jake telling me it’s a go. He also said to bring icky shoes. What a bummer. I threw away all my old/I-don’t-want-it-anymore shoes two months ago when I cleaned my closet!! I don’t want to wear my chucks coz it might rain and I don’t want to get my feet soaked and get it all muddy — I don’t want it to be super dirty like that!



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