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3 weekends ago
It was fun. Went to the mall with Jake and Josh.

Random October 12 from codesarah on Vimeo.

2 weekends ago
I went to Jake’s to hang out since he said they’ll have people over. One of his friends was drunk; it had been a while since I last saw someone like that. It wasn’t an over-the-top drunkenness but she obviously had more than enough to drink. Anyway, drinking isn’t inviting to me anymore but before the night ended, I asked to take a shot. I also had a beer, half a can of, I think. =P I planned to stay just for the thing because I was still breeding some unfriendly feelings toward Jake (I felt like I was ditched that weekend on that UW game he and Josh went to) but ended up sleeping over anyway. I don’t understand myself really… I mean I seriously don’t mind if I don’t see the game so why was I feeling disappointed? I know I wasn’t! But something inside tells me that what he did wasn’t right. Weird. So anyway, I tried to forget about that but I guess I couldn’t because the next morning, he said something and I got all weird again and then all these other stuff came to mind and I felt that it’s best I leave… so I did. =( While I was walking out, I started thinking that it was the first time I acted that way, and how would I start talking to him again? Will I brood over this for days, or weeks, until finally I detach myself and lead to a break up? or will I be fine after I eat because maybe I’m just hungry? Anyway, he went after me and we talked. I managed to tell him what was bugging me, and I got to hear his side, and he said he was sorry… and he made me remember how I worry about fights like this and how I told myself I won’t run away and try to fix things no matter what. But look what I did… walking out on him!? Not exactly the way I pictured myself handling this kind of situation. But yeah, we made up, I felt better, and I think I have a better understanding of what it’s like to be in a relationship with someone.

Jake wasn’t feeling well later that day so I decided to stay for one more night. Aside from the fact that I want to help him feel better (which I think I’m not so good at…), I can’t help wanting to sleep and wake up next to him… coz he’s my favoritest guy ever!!! This sounds cliché but I feel content when he’s next to me.

Oh, and we played the games they bought from the weekend before: Mouse Trap and Jenga. It was loads of fun. =) We took pics with our cellphones. Haha!! I remember how back in college, cellphone camera is how my friends and I take endless pictures with stupid faces and poses. Good times!!

(pardon my messy hair, you know me!)

One week ago
Gosh, I’m bored to death. That job I applied for and said I don’t really need… well, I think now I do. God, give me something to be busy on!!! Anyway, I did a video because there’s nothing else to do. And as expected, it’s nothing artistic or anything like that. Maybe I should do some stop motion project or something. Some other time…

LipDubbing Ne-Yo from codesarah on Vimeo.

Last Weekend
Went with Jake & Josh to visit their mom. Stayed there Friday night til Sunday. Met their sweet grandma.
Okay, Friday night, we went with their mom to see their sister’s half-time performance. Oh, I was eating Jack In The Box and since we were sitting outside and the game started at a chilly 7 PM, my curly fries turned cold… but it still was good. I love curly fries!! When we got home, we just watched TV. His parents also got a kick from making us kids read a phrase “I am we Todd it. I am sofa king we Todd it.”, and recording it as well. Haha! It was really funny and everyone was laughing hard.

Anyway, Saturday was loads of fun because we went to IKEA! It’s so fun playing house and checking out all the fun stuff and interior decor they sell. I had a little problem with my breathing, eyes, and started getting headaches though, but nothing I couldn’t handle. Jake got me a really cute stuffed panda too, I think I got him worried. Aww. Isn’t that the sweetest? I acted cool but I was really super kilig inside. LOL! Coz his mom was there and I don’t want to look all silly giggling like a little girl. I’m shy like that.

Also went grocery shopping with their mom. And Jake got me a Toblerone bar. Yummy.

Sunday, we had good breakfast. We just chilled until it was time for us to leave. We went to Jake’s friend coz it was his birthday but we missed the party. We didn’t hang out for a long time because I needed to pick up Mama deareast from the airport and they had a paper to write. I was a bit anxious thinking I might get lost on my way to the airport but I was more excited because I’m going to see Mom again! WOOOHOOO!!!! I didn’t get lost and was super happy to see that mom is doing well. She got sick in the Philippines and I heard she was really in pain the first few days, but she is okay now; still needs to rest though because she’s not fully recovered yet. But I’m super duper excited and to the maximum level times a trillion billion infinity loop happy that mom is safe and no longer in that excruciating pain.