GRr! It’s 7 in the morning and second time I’ve woken up from sleep because of a [menstrual] gush (which feels super gross), and you know it freaks me out because I’m never sure if my pad is effective enough to absorb everything before anything icky happens… so I have to get up, rush to the bathroom, wash and change pads and undies. Very complicated to be a girl, really!!
And so now, I’m here lying on bed, sleepy but too worried to actually bring myself to sleep because I don’t want any incident happening like maybe staining my sweats. Worse, my bed sheets.
OOOHHHRRRGGHHHHH!!! AND I hate when I get cramps with my period.
Funny because I remember a time when I used to wonder why I don’t get it and felt like I’m not having the real hormonal cycle unless I experience the awful dreadful thing. Can’t believe I actually looked forward to having this. TSSS!!!! Okay, so maybe part of it was to have an excuse not to go to school. LOL!
I want more sleep pleaseeeeeeeee
And I don’t have a hot pack so I’m using my laptop on top of my belly instead… hah!
Gosh I can’t wait for this pain to subside so I can have a long hot shower, do a bit of exercising to help it go away, and… go to the library!!!!
Yeah.
I run on a Mac and Camino.
Chuck, Heroes, Kath & Kim
Grey's Anatomy, Life on Mars
CSI
Seinfeld 
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