Sigh. I just lost a good friend. No, no one died, but he said goodbye which I take he meant forever. What ticks is that it doesn’t feel natural for a friend to tell you that. Friends aren’t supposed to cut ties with each other. Maybe I was kidding myself that we were friends. Maybe he was like the other guys who stuck to being “the friend” because we can’t be together. And I was once again fooled that I really had a friend in him. I don’t know what would happen next. Will he be like a dead star, there one minute, gone the next, and I’ll never have a chance to see again. Or a twinkling star… he’ll eventually let me know he’s still there. Or maybe… you know how they say that your best friends can be your worst enemies? Will he turn out like that? I don’t think so. Gosh I don’t even want to think about it!! I want to keep my faith in him that he was really a friend and a friend he’ll remain. I understand why he wanted to say goodbye but… it really sucks! He’s been my Talking Journal for a long long time and I’m going to miss that. I guess that means I’ll be writing here more often. Back to nothing but daily inanities of journal keeping. Oh well…
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On a lighter note, I saw my sister quote me on something I think is funny:
“lakas pa ba ulan? mababasa tayo papunta pool…”
“still raining hard? we’ll get wet on our way to the pool…”
Man, I can really be stupid at times. Haha!
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Monty Python and the Holy Grail
This is hilarious. I can’t believe I haven’t heard of this before. The invisible horses, the little bunny, the holy hand grenade!!! HAHA!! Michael says I’m a good stress reliever… well I say the same to him.. that silly ol’ Mr. SmartAss!! He helped me laugh today too! Thanks for showing me this video!
Now where can I watch the whole film??
Yeah.
I run on a Mac and Camino.
Chuck, Heroes, Kath & Kim
Grey's Anatomy, Life on Mars
CSI
Seinfeld 
That’s sad that your friend doesn’t want to be friends anymore..I’m guessing he wanted to be more?
I think I saw that video before it’s funny but I can’t remember where it’s from.
you mean ? nunuh is not your friend no more? ahihi kaw talaga, nag iisip tuloy ako kung itong site mo o someone human yang friend na yan?
kung human nga,.. wahh sad naman.. sayang naman
Monty Python is the awesomeness.